Lost in the world when we were in love<3

Monday, May 6, 2019

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Thursday, November 1, 2012

I can't seem to get rid of this stupid feeling . So pissed off ! Fucked up life. How i wish you were still here for me. You know who are you . I still love you. AH, whatever! I can't seem to study for FNN , that subject is not hard but i guess i doesn't have the heart to study that chapter . But physics makes me need to study that chapter . I got no choice but to do well for my Fnn but i think the most i can get is a B4 and least i guess an f9 ? haha. Whatever at least this blog is my good friend . Thanks blog for letting me talk to you. I guess i starting to go crazy. Talking to phones , paper , myself and even the computer . I guess is normal ? Too stress i guess. So see ya.

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Friday, March 9, 2012

Haish...
Still crying for her everyday.. i mean why should i ? when someone don't love me and i love her like fucking much when she forget me and i can't get rid of her from my mind. Everytime i think of her i swear i get moody . i think i shouldn't act out my smile . i guess from today onwards i will just silence . quiet . Dun want to talk to anybody . Nobody will be worried of me also . so yeah...
iloveyou ... you know how much i do . i swear i would be fucking jealous of who ever you like now.

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Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Why am i caring so much for her ...
why am i still unable to let go?
why am i still caring for someone who doesn't give a fuck about me ?
why why why ?!
you know how much it hurts ?
Oh right , i was not handsome enough , wasn't playful enough . i am too serious , i am always disappointing you . i am always wrong right ? so who is the one putting up with your attitude ?
Who is the one who kept his feeling even when she said hurtful things ?
who is the one who has been by yourself telling you everything is not your fault even when the whole world is pointing at you telling is your fault ? Who is the one who given you love ? you know what , if i ask all these ? your answer would be definitely not you . Cause i was just a passerby , walks by , say hi dear ! iloveyou <3 then you would just hiii !!! (: iloveyou<3 then later when you got bored of me , cause i am not nice to chat with , always ruining your mood , you then stop chatting and then left me with a broken hearts . so you think these things are right ? i tell you you are right !:D thanks for leaving me ! iloveyou so much that all i wanted is to be happy . nothing much nothing less... istillfuckingloveyou ): cant you just see how much pain i am having now ? ...... oh ya you cant, you got so much boys wooing you , anyhow pick one also can right ? pick malays boys better right ? haha . go luh go luh . i am just the person who is the wrong guy in every girl past . right ? great ! You are fucking good ! .... Imissyou..

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Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Today my birthday .. Wow...
I am not really happy....
imissyou..
I want a present from you...
maybe a long text ...
A letter may be nice , a necklace is cool , a bottle is great , iloveyou from you is perfect .
imissyou saying iloveyou ....
Great ... i am emo-ing on my birthday ...
Ireallymissyou dear , my dear little pig ....
my little angel , my little cute perfect little girl....
there is still so much i haven said and done with you ... how can you live me now?...

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Monday, February 27, 2012

Imissyou ......
don't you miss me ? i wonder..
Will i get a even a letter or even a text from you a long text ....
I want you .. Cant live without you ....
Sorry , its all my fault. i just want you back can i ?
iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou.....

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Sunday, February 26, 2012

So i wonder do you still love me ? ... i wonder .. Or maybe you are in love with another person .
Maybe you are just giving me stupid excuses that we be friends better ba . then you can go find a wonderful guy right ? haish... maybe is i think too much . After 1 year , if i can't forget you , i will woo you again ba . Next year 14 feb . :D .... ): i miss you so much .. so so much. Is like so close yet so far... I am so sad .. everything is sucky. .. iloveyou<3

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Saturday, February 25, 2012

Its been so long since i updated my blog.

Kinda sad life i have , i am heartbroken , dead in the sense . How can i not be hurt when things like this happen . You know how much i fucking love you ? .... Kinda hurts you know ... i can't take it anymore ... The memories we used to have , how torturous it can be ? ... i dunno whats the hell is wrong between us , maybe feelings fade , maybe you are just playing a fool out of me , maybe you are in love with a malay guy , since malay guys are handsome , ARG..... maybe its my fault to begin with. I AM SORRY .... please come to me . I dunnoo.... Even if you want to leave me , at least tell me a reason , a reason that is has a purpose , that can stop me from all this .... I need a reason at least , Don't ever tell me its studies , i dun mind don't text with you the whole day , but just sending you morning and nights msges telling you goodnight , telling you morning and with a iloveyou<3 That friday we were supposed to meet , yet you say dun want , and say dun meet ler . Can't you at least take my gift , you know you like this do makes things even worse , its like you dun even give a fucking damn about me sia... Its not about the money or what ever shit . Its my sincerity being crash . I know you wont see this , i dunno why am i posting all this.... Iloveyou yes i really do , you don't kinda believe in me anymore. I talk to other girls after this happen , you know why? i just want to do out of my jealousy , i just want to see weather you will still care and tweet saying something like i am jealous, at least then i know i still care . you know how much i love you ... i Really want to commit suicide you know. its painful do you even know or you even care ????? This is really so ... like nonsense . Things are not supposed to be meant this way ..... Suan ler... i know i love you , and i know you don't . If you really give me everything back to me . I think i will get fucking upset or angry . i will just be silence throw all the gifts away . You at tweeter always say you you you , You referring to who ? Other guys ? me ? or girls ? You know me , i am good at thinking lot . You can't blame me for saying such things , is you who made me thin ALL OF THIS. i am tired .... my heart is failing . iloveyou <3

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Friday, October 29, 2010

Hello! =D hahas getting bored here.Today match played untill very lousy hehee =D
Missing my baby now =D hahas What to do leh Now playing lame lame de game :P hehe
ILOVEYOU! hehe do you love me ?!! hope i can see you soon uh

Missing you every moments
every hour
every minute
every second

Lastly i really love you damn lots =D

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Wednesday, October 27, 2010

IMISSYOU!
ILOVEYOU!
INEEDYOU!

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